Merry Christmas

It's Christmas eve today. A bit quiet at the office but since I was on 1/2 day's leave yesterday, there're some things to follow up before the long weekend holiday.

After my 'sudden' departure from the party last nite, don't know what will happen from here on. It was as though I made a statement .. ie for them to choose between the rat or the tiger. I know I have put everybody in a difficult situation... but I am prepared to lose. Not that I think they will abandon me completely but I guess they would figure the wisest course of action would be to carry on as if nothing's changed. It's been months since I organised anything.I used to be the organizer for most of the group's gatherings. They would take over the organising and issue invitations to both rat and tiger... so when I said I would lose it's because I have more or less decided that where there is a rat, there won't be a tiger and in the end, the rat would take over ... Very sad, hor?

Last night everyone sensed Grace wasn't in a good mood. I think she guessed that I was going to pull a stunt and she was right. Guess she knows me too well... I think she's mad at me for putting everybody through this kind of situation.

Oh well, nothing on this earth is permanent. When you have to let go, you have to let go. Glad along the way we formed the chiap koot club ..Thank you for rescuing me last night.

Wishing you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2006.

God Bless always.